Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Cleo, growing up!
Changes....
This world is ever changing! Yes, we all know this, but sometimes those changes can take you back and make you go, WOW!
A lot of things have happened since I blogged last. I haven't been diligent in my efforts to keep an "online diary" but who's to say that is neccessarily a bad thing? Maybe some things are just better left unsaid.
To elaborate on what I mean...My boss calls me in two weeks ago, to let me know that she and the rest of the management staff had a meeting ( I wasn't invited to this meeting, infact they LIED about where they were all going) about my role as the Instrument Coordinator, Shift Coordinator, Ent/Neuro Specialist, and Educator. In this meeting they decided to have me only focus on the Instrument Coordinator portion of my job, and they would divide the rest of my former jobs amongst themselves. In translation: 2 of the people there have always wanted my job(s) and have been looking for ways to get me out of my job(s) since I started doing them. They raked me through the coals and brought up certain "issues" that when I discussed those "issues" with my boss several weeks prior and told her what the plan of action was, I was told "that's fine baby" "don't worry about it, I know you can handle it" Well, I guess she lied to me then, just as she lied to me about where they all were going, because since one of the ladies that wants my job (and no one gets along with) brought it up, it now is a bigger issue that really couldn't be tolerated in the beginning and she's "tried several times to talk to me about it" Really? that's news to me. I'm a very open person. I would rather people confront me in the beginning if there is a problem so I can fix it, instead of wait until the damage is done, and I'm being thrown under a bus for things I didn't even know were a problem!
Uhg. I'm truly not angry, but extremely hurt by the whole ordeal...You are told to trust certain people, even when your instinct is to not trust them, and no matter what everyone else says, you should've listened to your gut...
A lot of things have happened since I blogged last. I haven't been diligent in my efforts to keep an "online diary" but who's to say that is neccessarily a bad thing? Maybe some things are just better left unsaid.
To elaborate on what I mean...My boss calls me in two weeks ago, to let me know that she and the rest of the management staff had a meeting ( I wasn't invited to this meeting, infact they LIED about where they were all going) about my role as the Instrument Coordinator, Shift Coordinator, Ent/Neuro Specialist, and Educator. In this meeting they decided to have me only focus on the Instrument Coordinator portion of my job, and they would divide the rest of my former jobs amongst themselves. In translation: 2 of the people there have always wanted my job(s) and have been looking for ways to get me out of my job(s) since I started doing them. They raked me through the coals and brought up certain "issues" that when I discussed those "issues" with my boss several weeks prior and told her what the plan of action was, I was told "that's fine baby" "don't worry about it, I know you can handle it" Well, I guess she lied to me then, just as she lied to me about where they all were going, because since one of the ladies that wants my job (and no one gets along with) brought it up, it now is a bigger issue that really couldn't be tolerated in the beginning and she's "tried several times to talk to me about it" Really? that's news to me. I'm a very open person. I would rather people confront me in the beginning if there is a problem so I can fix it, instead of wait until the damage is done, and I'm being thrown under a bus for things I didn't even know were a problem!
Uhg. I'm truly not angry, but extremely hurt by the whole ordeal...You are told to trust certain people, even when your instinct is to not trust them, and no matter what everyone else says, you should've listened to your gut...
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